||[Dec. 22nd, 2009|01:54 pm]
It's december 22 and I have yet to think of what I'm doing for Christmas. I guess Christmas shopping is happening tomorrow.. I don't even know. Terrible. ! |
Well, to update on my mental health, I hear less voices and am only seeing hallucinations every once in a while, thanks to the medicine that is replenishing what my body lacks or needs. I am grateful to you, meds! I am reading several books, The Silver Chair, Change Your Brain, Change Your Life (Daniel Amen), Ender's Game (Card), and a kids' book that resembles Narnia a tiny bit, but has a similar premise, that you can transport yourself to different worlds through this particular thing (don't know what it's called), and find yourself in different places simply by walking through it. Kind of like Harry Potter too, I guess. British Fantasy I suppose you could call it.
The one thing that is really getting on my nerves is that I'll discover a piece of writing I did laying around my house and it will make me upset because, one, I don't remember writing it, and two, I completely disagree with the main premises or it is so upsetting I have to throw it away. These are all symptoms of schizophrenia, I guess. I do not mind sharing about my mental illness because the more I write about it the better handle I get on it.
Happy holidays! to all